just got scolded by mrs loy.
wtf. thanks alot for spoiling my mood.




mr zaini's happy right now. suprisingly.
why is it that when the whole world's in a good mood,
i seem to be the only one feeling all fucked up?







i wanna cry right now i swear.
yeah.
maybe i'll go hide in a toilet cubicle.



i waited for that hug that never came.





drifters.
they come.
and they go






why do i always lose my thoughs when i come here?
its like,
there's so much i want to say.
and yet,
i cant seem to say it.
and its not that i dun want to.
i cant.




sigh.
maybe i'll give up on never ending this.



you know
you're always with me even though you're so far away




and i cant take my mind off you now



oh man.
i cant afford to cry here.
not now.





why was it saved as a draft?
oh well.
its okay